Twists in Life

I will be a father this year!

Twists come in life when you are not expecting them. Twist in such a way that when my girlfriend and I were preparing for another phase of our career then all of a sudden we learned that we're going to have a baby. Twist, also, in a way that when we are supposed to prepare our body for our baby then all of a sudden there's the baby in her body.  

I am excited. We are excited. Hoping for more twists in our lives together as father and mother to our baby.

Jeopardy

I don't know what to do now. I am bombarded with a lot of things on my mind. I planned of not going home this weekend for me to read, and read a lot, however, because I lost my wallet during our SONA coverage last Monday, I have to go home in Pangasinan tomorrow to get my driver's license renewed and get another ATM card on Friday. My academics is in jeopardy especially now that my internship is really taking a lot of my time, and I am hating this feeling of being irresponsible student. 

I hate it when some people or events occur when I am in a middle of something, let's say when I am focusing on my academics- since I feel like I am learning so little, yet. I understand that I am a person and that I have some obligations to some entities or some people, but please I am asking for your understanding. I am also a student. I am trying to manage my time to have productive things to do, plus, I am trying to get as much sleep as I can since I have been deprived of it. I am not expecting you to immediately understand my point, that is if you do not know my context as a student in UP Diliman, a senior student at that.   

Stagnation

I do not know why I am having this feeling again. I hate to think that when the semester is nearing its end, then here I am being stagnant and cannot flow with the requirements that I needed to accomplish before the deadline given. As I write this entry, I am feeling a warm tension on my butt due to the fact that I have been here in the main library of UP for almost 50 minutes now but haven't done any academic  requirements. Before I decided to go here, I was stagnant in my dormitory room in Ipil.

There is also a feeling of stagnation whenever I feel like wanting to unwind. Trying to stop the fast-paced reality as it tries to swallow and take over me. I am but a person and that the physical environment that I am cannot be and will not an ideal place, but sometimes keeping that potential in the scenario changes everything- it makes you think and think again.

Anyway, I am being stagnant again in this entry. But it makes me happy knowing that this blog is not being stagnant in the cyberspace due to the number of hits whenever I see the counter. It keeps on kicking up everytime. I just wish these people who visit and read my entries will try to comment or express their opinions about the entries in this blog, for it not to be a complete stagnant in the cyber world.